I feel closed today. My dreams had near accidents and break ups. There was sadness and discord in every thread. Confusion.
i want to run back into bed. hide in something unreal. a cartoon. a fiction where disaster is managed and it never gets too out of hand, before everyone is reeled back into their happy places. except the bad guy. he’s fucked.
life has no guarantees except one. you reap what you sow. reap what you sow. implies that every outcome is determinable simply by taking a look at what one is sowing.
scatter. sprinkle. share. put. into. the. earth.
I’m sowing seeds of fear. I’m reaping cripples.